♡ somebody enough to....

Love somebody enough to hold back on those words, so that, you mean what you say when you say it.

Don’t use it carelessly, don’t use it loosely…

When you just want to bed a girl, say you lust her, don’t say you love ♡ her.

When you just wanna get f***ed, say it, don’t lead him on.

If something is for a span of time, state it.

Those 3 words hold a time life commitment, foundation of somebody’s dreams.

No, you need-not be with that person forever, but, you have this obligation of being there for that person whenever, where-so-ever.

 So, when you are not sure of it DON’T say it.

Say it, when you don’t have that asterisk (*) of conditions applied to your ♥ .

Say it, when you are capable enough of carrying the RESPONSIBILITY that comes with it.

Say it, when you can trust them enough to give them wings.

Say it, if you can be their strength, not weakness.

Say it, when they are your WANT, not just your NEED.

Say it, when you can handle them at their worst.

Say it, as and when you MEAN it. As and when you feel it, as and when you don’t have second thoughts about it.

Shower them with love so pure that their ego vanishes in air.

Last and not the least, Love somebody enough to let go and still be their very own personalized guardian angel…..

PS: There is tons of difference between “I love you ” and “love you”. :)

2nd January 2012 8:21 pm

Wish you a Happy & Prosperous New Year!

When you are happy then you sing and shake your bum..la la la

When you are happy then you sing and shake your bum , then you get DRUNKKK o0o la la 

We had fun  fun fun! But despite the coward, jazz and glitter going on till dawn I felt so downright l’ONE’ly. If you observe the lonely word properly, the  spell is made of ONE  with two ll<< like walls around in it. And after that wall come “y”. It seems like that word itself is trying to question you why why why??

Why do you choose to feel it?

Why that ‘only if ……’ runs on your mind?

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Why you don’t want me to type more of WHY’s? :P chal nah …jane de…

2^nd January 2012 22:50 pm

What New Year Resolutions? No, I just have a rough idea of to-do and not-to-do list. Ya, I was just so busy that I didn’t get time to chalk them out properly. Or rather I didn’t take time out for it.

Re-sol-u-tions: blah!

1.    Prioritize stuff in every sphere of life.

2.    Frugal living. Go jungli-billi style eco-friendly in ways possible and affordable to me.

3.   ~secret~

4.   ~secret~

5.   ~secret~

6.   ~secret~

7.    <3 you more in my own way :P ( YoU== Me, I, Myself, my twin soul, BFFs(Pink-kad, Jelly, PL, MMXI, IX, Fio,Tee), kaminEEy and cartooN, elements hereby are subjected to change in accordance with what I figure out with time :P or else won’t mind making love in platonic way to what I thought you were. Someday, someday i will ditch my fairy and vampire tales and come to terms with reality. Stay out of trouble, ohhhh bubble.).

I am going to assume the Mayan hoax to be true and start living like this is ‘the end year’. How else would I be able to get rid of the output of laziness I am dwelling on  @ procrastination?

31st December,2011 : 8:58 pm

I thought of coming with up a blog named “Colors  & Promises”, for that reflects my present state of mind but there are already two blogs that go by that name on the  major blogging sites. So I’m going to stick to this old sack and renovate it according to my flickering state of mind and bit the idea of staying anonymous, goodbye. Since, by the time your pseudonym/nickname/chat alias grows more than 5 yrs old ,your either encounter your virtual buddies in real life or your forget that you can shed your walls before them . The formality, the diplomacy, the phase of coming to terms with “who you were that they once knew and who you are now“ draws in.

 I have like an hour before the midnight mass. We having a  party after it! @ of village kiddos, youthos and pandu-logos. I can’t picture myself to be anywhere else but either Bassein or Goa especially in Christmas season @ India. These places have the feeeeeel of this eve and season. These are ‘the’ places to be. Well, if not for the turmoil that goes on in me I should have been in immense happy state with Christmas bells, cribs, the spine of wearing short dress in cold-cilly wind accompanied by towering heels and crying foul over how the roads aren’t heels-friendly, houses carrying the looks of restaurants (thanks to that cheap Chinese lighting) and last and not the least the happy-shiny people around me. But somehow I love complications and end up complicating things for myself and p-eople around me. I wanted to write some stuff to this particular entity whose behavioral patterns has always made tons of difference to the person I was .All of that entity’s actions somehow still do. I don’t know why. I’m not even sure if I want to know, for tons of other people have been included in the journey of life but still this particular entity, thou hasn’t been around has still impinge me in ways I never thought would happen to me. I wanted to copy-paste in some stuff I had in my e-diary here. But I’m not sure if that would be appropriate, considering the fact that IN THE END what I felt before doesn’t matter, what am feeling now at this very moment is what counts and soon it will be invalid, in accordance with change in time, space, place, entities in question and my attitude towards the entire thing or instance. I need to power this down before somebody bombards my ear for being late.