What you want to be in your future?
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Well I always had different answers at each point of life and every time I did try to implement those dreams/infatuations/reality with all my passion.
It ranged from teacher(implementation: teaching my dolls ), Surgeon( the effect lasted till I was watching some serial called Sanjivani ) , well surgeon was the only thing that came to my mind after scoring good marks in 10th but for that I was suppose to take biology as one of my subjects. Biology was definitely not the problem but Marathi/Hindi as one of the compulsory language which ended up with biology was something i didn’t approve of much at that moment, after discussing with friends which subjects to take we scrolled it down on PCM(Physics, Chemistry and Mathematics), English, Computer Science. Now only reason for turning to pursing a deg in Computer Science was my HSC (12th ) computer science marks 180/200. Just finished with my final year Bachelor’s exam, vacations are on. According to the flow of things, am suppose to purse my master’s in IT/computer Science. And here am thinking about Indian Govt. Spy/Agent/War Zone Journalism/ RAW and stuff . :D
Action –movie effect???
Another infatuation/dream world kind of thing???
Too much of Nacy Drew/Harry Boy’s in teens???
That’s what you would ask me …Na it isn’t !!!
The extend to which I am taking this thing seriously is :
--->Started learning Kashmiri language, surfing about Pashto (Didn’t encounter any Afgani yet so its limited to textual stuff). :D
--->Watching Maulana Masood Azhar (Chief of JeM) videos.
Maulana Masood Azhar(Chief of JeM): One of my friend said any one who hears to him turns jehadi , don’t know about turning jehadi but I can guarantee you won’t be able to sleep, not coz of the content he is talking on (coz I found it illogical on second thought) but coz he chillav’s(shouts) like some weirdo),peace out man we know everything is in danger including people’s sleep when you open your mouth!!!
--->Surfing for hours about RAW/Indian Govt Agents/Spies(one fishy aspects about RAW is it maintains such a amazing low profile, there are barely any articles on it)(tried searching all possible combination of words/sentences did encounter a lot but nothing enough to find a way directly into it expect for IPS, Army and yea those RAW agents if by default they find you enough useful might contact you by themselves….now how on earth they going to contact this girl who they don’t know even exist!!!)
http://www.orkut.co.in/Main#Community.aspx?cmm=10078042 this is one community that makes sense. At least it gives you some hopes :D. Well my Aunty is like nice dream but just 20% practical…well here I tried telling her its 40% practical. Coz you neva know where life’s gonna take you!;) well nahi toa (or else ) MCA/MSc IT and one fat salary , marry to some creature of mom dad’s choice and stay like some susantrukt-sabya bahu(good daughter-in-law)…what the heck!! I can’t image myself there. Huh!
--->Poking my nose into cyber law/hacking/ some paki chat rooms not direct field officer then at least through tech department(ETS) some way in…hehe crazyness simplified!
The funny thing is if you click on the wikipedia link for this, it gives an article of barely 4 lines. I guess the ETS guys believe its better that the thieves do not know where the police is.
Well Pakistani Chat Rooms on various messengers are one interesting part in this virtual webbed world, you might encounter some Talibani creature …well I enjoy arguing with these creatures.
Sectarian Conflicts in Pakistan are reflected in their chat rooms too.
Yea not to mention ever try saying something like “Your pak is anywayz splitting into pieces, try to join in that first rather than indulging in destroying the fabric of your neighbor.” There is like 90% possibility of someone shouting from there “Inshallah Balochistan aazad jarrur hoga.””Balochistan zindabad” ;)
.--->Downloading some AK-47 named e-books just with the curiosity of seeing how it functions. Pakistan Press Alerts/ Media is one more art of friction. You might have come across that video on you tube which had one of the MLA’s of Pakistan saying that WTC attack was planned and executed by US itself on one of its national channel.lol
I don’t know what whether my dream rather passion of working for my country will come true or not, but this weirdness of me talking to jehadi attitude people and surfing through dozens of sites on terrorist/ terrorism/ Pakistan/ Afghanistan might turn me into one jEhAdI !!! lol
Pls note: Here the word “jehad” is in context with what Pakistani militants+ all the anti-humanity creatures define jehad as.
